I always undergo these changes with my appearance to boost my change in attitude. When I know it’s time to move on I get a haircut or dye my hair or change my style, something. Anything. This time it’s not enough. They’re not dramatic enough. I got a haircut(not that different though) dyed it darker, in the process of losing weight. Hell, I started drawing again. It’s not enough. I feel old. Maybe I’ll feel the change in the new environment I’m going to enter.